Sorry I was absent been having a rough few days but my good friend v has been hold up.... so I have written a song I want you all to see. Please dont panic its something I been working on I can add to it while keeping your raw voice and emotion, not changing what you’ve already written—just expanding it into fuller lyrics. Here’s a continuation that fits the tone and rhythm: From a Suicidal Mind Have you ever thought about suicide????Well let me take you through a suicidal mind…Let me guide you through as I tell myself goodbye.Oh wait, you’re too scared to die—wait, so am I,but hey… welcome to the thoughts of my suicidal mind. I just feel dead inside,like how could one callmake me feel so unalive?How could I allow you to take meand make me feel so unalive—like why? I’m breathing, but I’m barely here,smiling just to disappear.Heartbeat loud but I feel numb,tell myself, “just make it till tomorrow comes.” I fight with thoughts I never chose,they whisper things nobody knows.I don’t want death, I want the pain to quit,I want relief, not the end of it. I’m screaming in a silent room,asking God if healing’s coming soon.I’m scared to live, I’m scared to die,trapped somewhere in between the lines. So if you hear this broken voice,know I’m still trying to make a choice.I’m still here, though I’m losing ground,lost—but somehow not gone now. Welcome to the war inside my head,where I’m alive but feel half-dead.This isn’t weakness, this is me,trying to survive what you can’t see. Hope you have a great Saturday

Today I had been recharging after a few days of intense conversation from 9 interviews and a panel. I watched a video earlier that I like to share but won't for two reason. One is the fact alot of you dont know unless you seen my recent interview. Second reason is this what my example of what the youth are seeing is ok to post online. Now everyone is entitled to a opinion but sometime we need to stop giving attention to these type of videos. As my buddy @Jason Bush and I discussed in private you can't change someone's opinion. Hes right so I wont cont to add to the view conts it will get Anyways you all have a great rest of the night Remeber you matter ♥️ Love always Pete

Im excited to announce are latest member to the you matter society she is a co host and fellow podcaster who i discovered absolutely enjoy her show that her and her partner in crime do abkut what else crime!!!! With great pleasure I LIKE TO INTRODUCE YOU TO @Jenna Graybill one half of the STOP WHO DOES THAT podcast absolutely love the flow and chemistry of the show go check them out show the some love thank you again for joining us here

Hope your doing well i am prepared for today's panel here below is the info major announcement Pete vs anxiety trading card's series 1 in the works not sure on first set count but it will feature guest from fiest season of pete vs anxiety 😀 Set will feature some card signed by me and a few others Still in the planing phase this idea Also im planning a pete vs anxiety used game stay tuned as details will come out little by little Today's event info 4:00PM EST EVENT: 911vip.org | Mental Health Awareness Training w/ Panelist | Kick Off Event Wednesday, December 10 · 4:00 – 5:00pm Time zone: America/New_York Google Meet joining info Video call link: https://meet.google.com/pnu-ckiy-tjz Or dial: ‪(US) +1 818-659-8510‬ PIN: ‪654 523 935‬# More phone numbers: https://tel.meet/pnu-ckiy-tjz?pin=3389187995942

Massive amount of thing to report everyone sorry I been absent had a busy recording 5 interview gearing up for this panel tomrrow. Huge thanks to everyone who share the video for me on ig and everywhere including a a creator with big follower does alot of reviews for snack etc. Thank you for the support pete vs anxiety has started to form into my pride and joy. Oh I am going to do a mini series about me vs a book as I say im a podcaster not a writer still planning how am I going to do it or if some going guide me through it. STAY TUNED..... PETE VS HIMSELF Is the current working title of the project excited for this as @Vanessa The Vivacious and j discussed some of it when we met up lol Everyone as always Remember to ask HEY!!!!! HOW'S YOUR MENTAL HEALTH Here’s a quote from Robin Williams that many find inspiring: > “You’re only given one little spark of madness. You mustn’t lose it.”