PCITURE YOURSELF 5 YEARS FROM NOW HAVING CHANGED NOTHING - I will be 41 years of age, still working as a social worker for the same organization and from what is happening now within the organization, I doubt I will be chosen to become a supervisor as there are so many people waiting to be promoted. For sure, we are living in the same house, maybe driving a different car just our children being a bit older. We will be the leaders of the congregation my dad is retiring from, and I know for a fact that Jonnathan would have reached his dreams/ideals he has for himself and for us as a family because that is just the type of person he is. I would just be doing what I needed to cause that's exactly what's required of me in the comfort zone - I would be focussing on being a good mom, good wife, good social worker and good pastor's wife - but that's all my life would be about. Lost in the busy-ness of just being.
THE COST - Freedom, reaching my full potential, confidence, time.
WHO PAYS THE PRICE - My family, especially my girls - not illustrating to them how to be a mom owning her life to full capacity - taking up space, being and living to my full potential.