As long as I stay here I never have to face people judging my business I am trying to build. As long as I stay here I never have to fear the friction I might create in my family (husband, sons and stepsons) I have built up for the past 16 years.
This is literally costing me everything. I lost my job almost two years ago and because I cannot help my husband by contributing to the household we are busy loosing everything we worked for all these years. We've already lost both vehicles, and busy loosing our home. My time is mostly spent wasted. Because I spend my days dreaming and planning the life I want to have instead of doing something about it. And this is holding me back from becoming the version of myself I so badly crave to be.
Staying small is costing me everything. My time, money and pushing me backwards on life. STAY SMALL IS HOLD BACK THE 2.0 VERSION OF MYSELF.