1. I’ve been working towards divine union and stepping into my purpose for about 5 years. I’ve been on a very intense healing journey after discovering my inner world creates my reality and have done most of my healing in the energetic realm. Recently, I have gotten into NSR , de-shaming, and healing my body. There was a lot to unravel in my family lineage. I understand manifestation very well and I continue to raise my frequency as much as possible everyday through self-awareness, healing and connection with the divine. My life has been very imbalanced – ungrounded and in my feminine energy and nothing is manifesting (money, visibility, fun).
2. My reality is telling me that I don’t have enough money, I’m not visible online, and I’m struggling with my weight and physical health. After years of narcissist abuse, I do believe this is all shame related.
3. Subconsciously, I self-sabotage w/r/t lifestyle decisions and inconsistency and self-doubt in my business has been a huge theme on my healing journey and is stopping me from stepping in my highest timeline. I hate the timeline I’m on. I live near my family but I’m the black sheep and no one likes me. Living paycheck to paycheck. I am so uncomfortable and I know I’m meant for so much more.