1. I have been actively working towards building a brand or business and earning a specific income flow every month.
2. I currently feel that my reality is not changing. This would reflect my inability to decide who I want to be. The money that I receive is nowhere close to reflecting my true potential. This would point to my inability to value my skills and core strengths.
I feel that there aren’t opportunities that reflect the kind of woman I desire to be. I do admit that I operate from a place of lack.
3. I sabotage myself by thinking that I need to have the perfect plan in order to act on something. I feel that I need to read more or be more well -spoken. Who I am now doesn’t feel like the kind of woman that would be able to achieve big things. I feel that I am not confident enough, not creative enough, not well-spoken enough, not knowledgeable enough- and this causes a lot of inner conflict. I also get stuck in analysis paralysis. I can tell you every wrong thing about me. And in a way this constant analyzing makes me feel like I’m doing something. I struggle to see past my blockages. I am currently struggling towards admitting to myself that I am destined for wealth. For some reason, it feels so awkward to admit what I already know about myself. I know that I have a good work ethic, I know that I am a good problem solver, I know that I am very good at presenting myself with confidence. I know all of this. But I feel that this knowing is competing with this voice that makes me want to hide away and shrink myself. I do realize that I could be moving through blockages, so I try my best to practice patience and compassion. But I also feel that I’m always ‘working on something’.