Mar 27 • 💬 Discussion
ran from school (16yr old)
I hate myself. And when my friends(great friends btw) tried to confront me about why i walked home 50 minutes i disconnected the calls, ghosted and hid because i was too scared to face that fear of hearing them talk about it. only after a therapy session my therapist encouraged me to talk about my emotions. but i just want to be good enough for this self hate to stop and do the things i need to do but cant stay consistent with. I also got a lot of regrets like not playing sports at a young age or whatever because now im an unathletic twink with no status or skill or purpose in the physical realm. and its too late now im in 10th grade. i just wanna dump on this community since u all are kinda like minded. ill keep working out and shit ill just keep trying to be better and better yknow? its just hard i am so guilty and so hateful of myself and just sometimes express that hate outward towards my family which i feel bad for. im someone who deserves everything thats coming to me. i created this life both knowingly and unknowingly. i cant keep running from my problems. i just wish i could actually fucking change i hate this shit i hate being the same weak person i have been my whole life. sorry for the dump and the unarticulated thoughts id really appreciate a response from a real human though. thanks, much love.
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ran from school (16yr old)
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