The word perfection is a conundrum because while the word remains the same, each one of us have a different interpretation of the word. The definition is "complete and correct in every way, of the best possible type or without fault" [Dictionary.Cambridge.org] This definition only works in relation to something else. 2+2=4 PERFECT in relation to apples 1+1=7 PERFECT in relation to people. Your idea of perfect, might not be what other think, so WHO gets to decide what is perfect. Your perfect house might a spacious one, while mine might be a small one. Don't chase the perfection that you THINK others expect of you. You will never find your unique calling or place while you allow other peoples opinions guide you. Understand your emotions to understand what guides you. Do be afraid of walking, cause you might fall down, understand that falling down is part of walking. Not knowing is part of knowing and failing is part of winning.