Relieved!
Weirdly, yes, relieved.
While I do like having a little flame next to my name (it's fun, OK). I actually felt a sense of relief when I just noticed (like 5mins ago) that I lost it yesterday.
2 activities short.
But I feel happy because when I look back on yesterday, I was...
- with my kids
- watching a fun show with my husband
- cooking a delicious dinner
- literally not thinking about making sure I hit "10 activities for the day"
This may not mean anything to many people.
But I don't actually work every single day, at the moment.
I have 3 kids under 4.
Life is pretty unpredictable.
And I'm in a mix of mum & work mode a lot of the time.
So it feels kind of... nice... to lose the flame.
Now I don't have any weird pressure to keep it up.
I'm sure I'll get competitive again (with myself, lol) and try to get it back.
But for now, I'm good. π
Curious: Have you ever got the flame then lost it?