Everyday I wake up and go to a place of uncertainty. A place where I feel invaluable and replaceable. I stay and hold on because of “security” even though each day I live with the nagging feeling of not being enough or which day will be that day. However, my dreams, my aspirations, my goals, my purpose, my calling, and my gifts get lost. It all gets pushed to the back. I get up everyday, and fight to work hard, and strive to keep someone else’s goal afloat, but I get quiet and bury my head when it comes to mine. All along I believed it was fear of failure, but not even so deep down, I know that I will not fail. It’s the fear of success and what success might bring into place. We get one life! Don’t waste it! Ephesians 3:19 and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God