I’m on the tail end of a 6 year cocaine addiction, I’m currently a full time carer for my mom who has dementia and COPD and I’ve been sleeping on her living room floor for nearly two years. My addiction cost me my relationship 2 years ago and I lost everything. I had to quit my job to look after mom and I don’t have friends around me just 2 or 3 people who take and sell cocaine. I’m sorry if I seem all over the place mate I’ve had enough of being like this