Hello, my name is Brandi. Iโm a 35 year old mother to 2 amazing daughters, 17 & 10. Iโve started back to college for business management but am realizing something scaryโฆI have lost my belief in myself, with that Iโve lost my dreams. I want to get back to who I can be, rather than who I was because she is no longer the version I am able to be of myself. She went through hell, suffered abuse almost her whole life and protected the people she loved as her husband cut into her & said, โIt wouldnโt bother me to kill you.โ But that seems to be the last thing she did, because I am what came next. 7 years later and I still havenโt found who I am, itโs kind of scary.