Want to hear my life story? I just posted it.
I woke up on my kitchen floor in the Philippines in 2015 after swallowing every pill I could find. They forced charcoal down my throat at the hospital. That's what they do when you try to kill yourself with pills. I survived. That wasn't the first time my brain tried to kill me. Just the most dramatic. I just wrote the whole story. From hearing voices as a kid and thinking it was normal, to quitting school at 15, to managing movie theaters at 18, to losing everything after 9/11, to moving to the Philippines, to the suicide attempt, to the 2022 heart attack, to sending out 450 job applications this year and getting zero offers. All of it. If you want to know how I went from three mental hospital stays and a suicide attempt to making $2,500-5,000/month from Medium and running multiple freelance contracts, it's all in there. Fair warning: it's raw. It's long. And there's no inspirational bullshit at the end where everything magically gets better. I still hear voices every day. I still take medication every day. I'm not cured. I'm just too stubborn to quit. https://jasonjamesweiland.medium.com/if-my-life-didnt-happen-to-me-i-never-would-have-believed-it-949c27118122?sk=e459d5456d39cf76dae1c70375f8498b Read it if you want. Don't if you don't. Either way, I'm still here.