I have been needing to really dig deep for my wins! Mainly because I feel like I am not doing what I desire to be doing. I have been in deep mediation about this open dialog to self about identifying the why I do certain things. It has giving me great awareness of this deep dive of self. The win is the knowing that I'm still seeking and I don't feel defeated. I don't know when this "battle" of what I feel is self-sabotage will end but I'm in it. I'm present. I feel the wounds and I see the scars it has caused. I know I'm closer than before. So, I am grateful.