Hey friends…. Don’t know if this is the right forum to post but I could use your prayers:
I gave in to sin yesterday and asked God to forgive me but it’s so frustrating making steps forward and 2 steps back. I have been lonely as I have lost all of my friends due to my decision to come to Christ. 15 years living openly in the gay community meant a lot of like minded friendships but when you realize that’s not who God wants you to be, it costs everyone. I think part of the struggle was to numb the pain with pornography. Realizing there’s a root there that needs to be removed. So there’s the frustration of - well you gave up all your friends to sin still in private online? I had a good prayer this morning but just wanted to confess that as I believe the word tells us to confess our sins one to another and be healed. Pray for me as this is definitely a journey.