Procrastination is the main weapon used by the Paradigm in its battle against our intent to change it.
It’s another sign that the Paradigm controls all three centers – intellectual, emotional, and physical.
Procrastination takes hold through the laziness of the intellectual center 🧠, emotional apathy caused by the fear of change 💔, and the inertia of the motor center (the body) 🏃♂️.
The change has already begun in the intellectual center. That’s the "Y factor" – the birth of new ideas 💡.
For example, I wanted to create this program in English. The work required time, organization, and knowledge – none of which I had at the start.
I didn’t have the time to quickly produce a comprehensive program. I didn’t know the software I had to use for its creation and had to learn them as I went. 📚
I felt this was completely new territory for me. For years, I’ve trusted and followed my intuition 🌟, but I wasn’t aware of the internal resistance I would face – resistance that stretched over days of unproductive work.
There were episodes where, for 5 or 6 days, I had the project open on my computer, but I didn’t prepare a single slide.
The knowledge was there, locked away by the Paradigm, unused 🔒.
I was doing everything except making slides for the program. Instead of working, I would find a new book and read it for 3 or 4 hours. Then, I’d watch an interesting video on YouTube on the same topic. Or I’d play chess. ♟️
The Paradigm kept coming up with various excuses to do anything but the task at hand.
I knew all of this. I saw the resistance, I observed the Paradigm and its laziness.
It was a tug-of-war between me and the Paradigm, stretching over months, with daily attacks of regret, self-judgment, and guilt. These emotions were sent by the Paradigm to crush my intent. 🧗♂️
I knew that without introducing a conscious shock to the system, I would never finish what I had started.
So, I pushed through using my Matrix exercises, which I had set for myself – even though they were painful. I fought against myself daily. 💪
I felt anger, frustration, anxiety, and irritation, but I had no choice but to continue – step by step, through the desert of hell. 🏜️🔥
I can honestly say I’ve lived through hell over the past 6 months.
And because of that, I know I’ve succeeded. I did so many things differently that I’ve become a new and better version of myself. 🌱
The lesson from this story: Whenever you are working on a task where you feel immense resistance, but the idea of it excites you – know that your freedom lies just beyond that resistance. 🚪✨
So, never let the Paradigm make decisions for you. You know better than it what’s best for you. Being part of a community that supports you in this battle can help you move forward even more easily.
Get ready, because the real transformation is just around the corner. 🚀✨
What’s the biggest challenge you face when trying to overcome your Paradigm?