Introducing myself & part of my story <3

Jan 7 (edited) • Our Stories

Hi guys, my name is Eefje!

Last September i signed up for the program and I’ve been preparing myself for this journey. Im starting with week 1 and 2 right now, so this will be an introduction post. Im also gonna share a bit of my story with you guys. One of the reasons I stepped into this program is to find a way to bring the wisdom and teachings from a specific experience forth. This is the first time I put it in writing for others to see. I'm scared to share it and I also know this is the next step, Im gonna do it scared. Thank you in advance for witnessing me.

I am 34 vears old and I am living in Eindhoven in the Netherlands. I live in a beautiful house, with a home practice, a cute little garden with many plants, flowers and medicinal herbs. I’ve been on the path of awakening since I was 18 and have gone through different fases since then. I’ve been walking in two worlds as long as i can remember, the physical world and the unseen realms, and i've always felt deeply within myself and outside of myself. I’ve had my own practice officially since 8 years, and have supported women and men on their healing journey with 1 on 1 sessions, workshops, short (live) courses and yin yoga. The first 7 years have been about bodywork: Ive studied Chinese medicine and gave massages, cupping therapy, breathwork and energetic healing and clearing sessions. Due to my own process and practices my intuition sharpened, I got very connected to source, subtle energies and many of my psychic abilities were turned on. I was thriving, my practice was blooming and it was very fulfilling. Then, three years back, something happened.

Fascinated by the body, existence and curious about all of the different healing modalities, I came across people that worked with plant medicine. I thought i could trust them with a wound with the masculine I have carried for many lifetimes. They called themselves messengers for this indigenous tribe from the Sierra Nevada the Santa martha. They worked with the master plants, lived and worked with a ‘mamo’, supposedly an initiated healer from this tribe, and lived in community in the mountains of Colombia. After a few kambo ceremonies with this couple, I visited them in Colombia for my first plant medicine retreat. While being there I learned about these ancestral teachings: this was about balancing the masculine and feminine energies, coming into inner and outer sacred union and sexual healing.

A year later I found myself doing research and building a lawsuit against them with others that also had very disturbing experiences with them. It turned out to be a cult-like structure, build on lies, manipulation, darkness, extraction and abuse. They have been found guilty by the spiritual authority of the Sierra nevada of abuse of power, sexual abuse of clients, abuse of the ancestral teachings and abuse of the master plants. Since I was the first one that stood up and spoke up against them, I became one of the targets for their energetic attacks. It was a huge and long fight against the dark, with different tribes involved, lawyers, attacks, manipulations and lies to hide the ugly truth. It took a high toll on my health, my spirit and being. It was the biggest initiation into my power and what I am here to do. Fast forward to today, I feel I am returning to wholeness with every step I take and im connecting deeper to my soul, my path and God again and I am very grateful for that.

It took a few years to heal from this, and even though im still finding traces of it that need to be integrated, I feel am getting ready for a new chapter. This amazing community is part of this new era,

and the rest of the team are in such high integrity. Thank you for creating this, facilitating and taking such good care. I am very happy that I found such a loving and nurturing community to land, learn and start growing my social media and expanding my business and contribution to the world. I am now in the process of rewriting and reprogramming myself and rebuilding my life. Im getting more ready everyday to move upward and forward.

So what happened with my practice and my work. During this process I couldn’t work for a while, and I didn’t want to physically touch people while going through all of this. I asked the divine for a new method and a different way of working and it came into my field. Now I work with the emotion code, the body code and this has become a (safe) doorway to all the layers of consciousness that I can reach. This is based on muscle testing and working with a magnet to clear frequencies, emotions, energy from somebody’s field/being. Getting very specific and going to the root(s) of the issue that is experienced: no guessing where it comes from, but getting direct answers from the subconscious. It can come from this live, past lives, lineage lines or other beings or structures in the energetic field. It is a beautiful and effective way to bring people to more awareness and soul growth. I also work with the assemblage point - also known as the azuro point - which is an powerful horizontal axe that influences all chakra's, meridians, the connection to source and how you experience the outside world. I got specialised in the clearing of (dark) fields and forces, seeing through manipulation tactics, destructive patterns and relationships, working with entities etc. One thing is for sure, I have no fear of the dark anymore and the blade of discernment is super sharp.

So that’s what I wanted to share with you guys. To be honest & true and take the first step into owning what I’ve been through and expressing it. For the truth to be know, to be of better service to humanity and also freeing myself from this step by step. I took this picture today and I am so grateful my spark and joy is returning, since I have doubted many times if it would. So as im writing this last sentence, I feel for the first time that I am really proud of myself.

Thank you for reading guys.

Much love for y'all ❤️‍🔥

If you’re curious about my journey or want to connect, you can send me a DM here on Skool or follow me on IG: https://www.instagram.com/eefjevandoormaal/

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