After 1 year, I am back here. · New Earth University

After 1 year, I am back here.

Hey everyone,

I joined this community summer last year and enjoyed being part of it. I started the courses, prepared my Instagram page, attended ONE weekly call, and then... nothing. I felt the call but somehow the way seemed too hard at the time. I just couldn't do it. I would spend so much time and energy planning but I never actually uploaded anything. The fear of being stuck in endless content production and not knowing what to say was too big.

Now, the frustration of working too much and making too little brought back the entrepreneurial spirit in me. Remembering my experience from last year, I didnt even start listening to anyone talking about posting on social media. This time, it was all about Facebook ads and digital products. But the fear in me is still big. I don't know what to sell. I dont have any digital products. "You can create everthing with AI", they say. "You can just be an affiliate and sell other people's products", they say. I started exploring this path a little but soon realised that generating 100% AI slop is not how I want to show up in the world. Selling other peoples products? Why not. The only problem is that most digital products on affiliate marketplaces are trash so how do I convince people to buy it if I wouldn't recommend it to my friends. This whole venture started feeling like a big scheme of trying to extract money from my brothers and sisters without providing any real value. Again: not how I want to show up in the world. This is all old earth bullshit.

So the only option left was creating my own digital products. But I have no idea how to do that. Where I am at right now, it just doesnt feel feasible to create anything that's worth selling just for the sake of selling it. Maybe my creativity is blocked, i dont know. I just know that I cant do it to a degree that feels right.

But what I know I can do and want to do is listen to people. I always thought that would be my ideal job. Just simple 1on1 sessions with anyone who want to share or inquire. And to promote that I will start posting on Instagram (and maybe also use ads because now I learned about all that anyway). Not 3 times a day. But regularly with content from these session. I dont want to inflate my image and push myself to blast out content that I extracting from my mind by force. I am done with extraction. Now I just want to use what flows out of my being organically. Taking one step at the time in the direction that feels right. I cant see the end from here, and dont know what will come from this. But I know that somewhere in this direction is where I should go next.

Thanks for reading. I'll see you around.

Lorenz

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