Everyone has a story, doesn’t matter who you are, where you come from, economic status or the plethora of other things that shape life. But the main character in your story should always be you! Unfortunately, I have found through the years that that is not the case with most women or most people, but in general, we water ourselves down to be carefully crafted versions of a shell of ourselves. But how do we 🛑 this madness?

As I’ve gotten older, I have become more interested or perhaps invested in being spiritual rather than strictly religious. Yes, I believe in God and am a Christian, I’m just also into the woo woo. I believe a lot of what can heal us can be found already in what the Earth gives us and has for thousands of years helped us heal and cure ourselves. I believe in a connection to others and the elements of Earth, Water, Air and Fire. I believe that a persons purpose is not made from just existing to pay takes and work for someone else. Each person has a gift we just have to figure it out and unlock it. What about you?

Since setting up my Skool account, let's just be brutally honest I, haven't done anything. I feel like I am living in crisis mode with everything that has been going on, and that is no way to live. So let me address the elephant in the room. My oldest daughter has been diagnosed with RA, and is awaiting another autoimmune diagnosis, while she already has epilepsy and struggles with her mental health. Okay, cool, I am not thrilled, but I am managing. I go off my meds as I start Primal Queen, I am feeling fantastic; granted I'm still a bit crazy, but hey that's fun! Then the storm hits, my mother, God love her! decides that once again around our birthdays to do some epic crap! She believed she could fly or that her motorized scooter apparently, was a magic carpet and drove off the cement front porch at their home and down three steps ending herself up in ICU. Things have since improved, but not in the oh she's going to make a full recovery mode (mom also has Altheimer's also), so this will be ongoing. The icing on the cake is now both kids and I have Hand, Foot and Mouth Disease at 19, 17, and almost 41 for the first time ever. But on the 4th, my mom incoherently still made it to her 68th birthday and on the 10th, I will have made my 41st trip around the sun and the second birthday that my mother has been in the hospital. So, there is still sunshine after the storm.

Everyone in life has a journey and despite each being distinctly different from one another they are the stories of who you were, who you are, who you want to be, and who you will become. Some things are good, others are bad but, all wrapped up into the chaotic beauty of you. However, your singular journey is part of an even bigger journey. The journey of your parents, their grandparents, great grandparents all the way back to creation. It’s hard to believe how something is so small and it still has the ability to impact and change the world. Which means, in the end, we’re all a pretty big deal.