These past 9 days have been like a greatest hits of all my personal trauma in this lifetime, I'm not sure if it is Herring's Law of Cure as a result of the RRP or if it is my special entrance into the 2025 timeline, or what, but I'm not who I was 9 days ago and I'm reeling a bit, mostly in an empowering, sensing more of my capacity to be a source to self, it is really a moment of shifting from the Elphaba who wanted to meet the wizard and be degreenified to the Elphaba who says "it's ME!", I tried to put my thoughts into a very long ramble but just wanted to share that I'm experiencing something and I don't know how all this is going affect how I interact with the world, but I'm genuinely "seeing my reality and seeing myself in it" and fascinated to see what comes next!