I loss my fiancé in 2012 when I was 23 an he was 27! I’ve seen multiple therapist, grief groups, pray and lean on God. Mike passed in car accident it was sudden. I had to sell our home we just got in March of 2012, and he passed in Oct 2012. We were suppose to get married in Dec. 2012. Recently, I have reconnected with his younger brother. Which he is now the same age as fiancé Mike passed. Now his Dad can terminal cancer. I haven’t seen them in years. I am now married. My husband didn’t want me to see them. Mike dad was like a father to me, I want to go see him, but I don’t want to disrespect my husband. I miss fiancé all time. I personally don’t think I will get over my first love. Even Mike birthday day is day after mine. We are Gemini soul mates it’s even on his grave. I personally I am at a loss on what to do.