When you fall, don't despair, it's just another way for the demons to get in your head. Get up, repent to God, ask the most holy trinity to have mercy on you. Ask him for his help, and stay humble. Ask the Saints and the most holy, pure, and blessed Theotokos to intercede and pray for you. If you are able, go to confession. If not, confide in someone that you trust. Live in repentance. Lord have mercy on us and keep us. I say this as a man who has fallen recently and is progressing at this point in time. ☦️📿🕯️