This was much needed. You ladies have no idea of how God has orchestrated this for me. I’ve always prayed to have a community with wives that has been through what I’ve been through that can share some light on my dark days. I was looking for it in the church and elsewhere but it just hit me that this is it. I might not know you ladies personally but I’m glad to be in a community with all of you and to know that I’m not alone even when it feels like it. MY TAKEAWAY is LETTING GO and learning how to truly forgive the way God sees fit. Sometimes we go through things that is a reflection of our hearts and how we react with different situations. Learning to show GRACE as my Father has been showing me. Having flaws is inevitable in every one, but it’s about unlearning the things we learned and doing it God’s way which is the best way anyhow.

Be the change you want to see!! God was showing me that I have to control my emotions a lot better. It’s ok to feel, but not to react without control. When things are off do the work even if no one else is! My down fall is that I want to talk everything out, however HS showed me this morning to take the lower seat- be his example and when I’m doing my part it won’t be on me. God will deal with the other spouse. Whew another level, it’s painful but will be worth it. Trusting His plan. Excited and shaking at the same time. #breakingchains