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Reason why i was disappeared.
I have been disappeared from the community for many days. I hardly managed to write a daily journal for about five or six days, and after that I completely disappeared. The reason behind this was something bad was happening in my life, whenever I think about doing something good or positive for myself, something tragic seems to happen in my life.
I have never written openly about my feelings. Even in my daily journals, I only wrote about my routine neither the problems I faced that day nor the happiness I felt. Now I realize that maybe I should start writing about those things too, so I can release what I carry inside.
During these days, I went through a very deep trauma. I lost my second child. Still, I kept motivating myself on my own. There was no one beside me. I faced everything alone and learned to survive through it by myself.
I have explained one thing to my heart: perhaps all worldly supports are weak. As Allah says in Surah Al-Ankabut, the support of this world is even weaker than a spider’s web. So whenever something happens, I give myself strength with these words—that I have to live alone, I came alone, and one day I will return alone to Allah.
I hope that after some days I will recover, give my proper time back to the community, and start writing my daily journal again. I also hope that in the coming year, I will finally do something for myself.
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Reason why i was disappeared.
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