Intro: · Kingdom Culture

Intro:

I don't remember if I have formaly introduced myself but I have been following the Lord onnand off for about 30 years. I was baptized at 32 and about 2 years before that my husband and I joined a church so our kids would also grow in the Lord. We had adopted a boy and girl, already siblings. I worked really hard to develop that relationship with Jesus, or so I thought, but when I prayed I always told God what I wanted for others and never asked for anything for myself. That felt wrong. And I newer asked what He wanted from me. As time went by I realized I had not been asking or doing this in a Godly way, especially when it came to our finances. Then when I real crisis hit me and I asked, begged and pleaded for help, He did not provide fast enough and I got angry and turned away. Then shame kept me away for a long time until I started watching posts from preachers on social media. Now I am trying to exxpand my horizons and see what I can learn and how I can grow.

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