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Something I Can’t Let go of!!!
For me it is control! Observing how I control every moment of my day. From the way I make my coffee feed my animals . The way I say if you want something done do it yourself because no one can please me. Although my husband helps me around the house I find myself getting irritated. I’ve created all these rules around how things are to be done in my life and if it doesn’t fit in my box I feel anger and irritation inside my body.
Not to get caught up on stories but this question brings me back to childhood. My sister and o shared a room but I was neat and she was messy. I always cleaned our bedroom because even as a child no one could do it better than me and noon could please me. This also brings in the perfectionism as well. Which are tied together. Obsession with my looks how I dress my presentation.
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Something I Can’t Let go of!!!
