Thought is consciousness turned inside out. It is life without feelings. It is artificial. It serves our mind and ego in creating the illusion. Gives birth to our false identity. It is the father of all beliefs. It is the creator of all untruths. If we surrender it we remember. That we are consciousness that is thinking. Not thinking to become more conscious.

We do not just know the truth. We become it. Our ego consciousness is overshadowed but it. Our higher self consumes it. Only then are we free of it.

The ego lives in fear. That is why it seeks control. Its existence begins with fear. Fear of survival, fear of loss of identity. It struggles to stay above water. In the world of mater. It has lost the feeling of consciousness. It is free and on its own. Without a conscious identity. It is our lost soul forever seeking and desiring a permanent identity. Death is a friend to it. Giving freedom from its misery.

The only thing that matters. Is yourself in the now. This is our true reality. Everything outside that is an illusion. It is all about control and fear. Control by our ego and fear of surrendering it. Our ego is an empty self, a half life. It does not know fullness and completion. It runs just a step ahead of our fears. We think we can outrun them. But they hide inside us. Waiting for the day that they will cry for freedom from them.

The hardest thing for our ego to do is to let go of control. The ego is all about control and fear. It is a stubborn identity. It will refuse to surrender. This is why suffering and crisis are essential. It must be shocked into submission. This is the only way to reclaim our empowerment. All doubt must be removed as to our true identity. We must be reborn consciously.