I realized I was seeing the limits of my time and energy as almost unfair that I can't do everything. I understand that's a natural part of being human but there was still a part of me that was having a pity party about it. In the pity party, I wasn't making decisions and that leads to feeling overwhelmed and stuck. I'm counting the steps I'm making in seeing this pattern and being able to make some choices in peace, accepting the reality of my humaness. Do you struggle to accept your limits?

I saw the power of making decisions, especially when I don't feel like it. I was feeling like I had taken on too much and sometimes when I feel that way I scroll or play a game or find something unrelated that needs to be done to distract myself. Instead I made decisions to do something. I still struggled a bit with if what I decided was right. In the end I was surprised that I had time for everything. I'm in the same place today. It still feels like I might have taken on too much but I am deciding what to do and moving forward.

👣Podcast recorded 👣email outlined 👣showed compassion for the overwhelmed part and the grieving part

👣 making new friends 👣 showing up as me at an event last night

We had an encouraging message at church yesterday. Jesus WANTS to walk with us. We don't have to do this alone! 👣👣💞