The melting of the Ego, Transition and the dawning of Consciousness is not for the weak. It is a painful process for many reasons as it is the destruction of Self as we knew it and that is all we understood. It hurts because all we know comes from lies. Stories we have been conditioned to believe and stories our own heads have told us to make sense of the senseless. The world seams crazy here. LOL It is. To see the truth for what it is, and it is what it is as truth has no contradictions. To realize it was yourself who fooled yourself, then to detach from all you know and believe and sit in the unknowing until the dawning. Now this journey is only for Lightwarriors. What an uncomfortable time. There is a bending of the mind and all balance is lost. Reality and life as you know it twists. Its Dark here and Fear usually starts to pour in. The pain is taken to higher realms as the mind searches for new reason, new understanding. The Painbody is in full flight and there is nothing but Darkness. The Self talk starts...... "I hate it here, this place is crap, i don't want to be here. I want out NOW!!!!!" "I am so alone, nobody cares. I give so much and get nothing back. That's it, no more. I will give no more. If these are the rules I'm glad i know them, we will see who wins now." Oh dear and the dark side of the soul fights for control of the Matter. Now this is where it ends or should i say begins for most. Back into the dream and illusion they fall, only for the cycle to come around at a later date. I know this vacuum well, I was in the abyss for over 40 years. Then I started Meditating. I don't really know the reasons why, just one day I changed. All these things came together inside of myself and this was one and it, with many more things, would become my new way of life. Key, no matter what you believe, is to turn off that mind. Forget all you know and go deeper with in. With a quiet mind, it is here you learn to communicate and connect beyond your wildest dreams.

I have these dreams Of us coming together by the masses It's it's in nature trees every where With these white barracks like structures it feels like summer camp

My healing journey began very early, shaped by experiences I didn’t yet have language for. As the youngest in a large family, I learned to sense and adapt, often feeling more than I could explain. Even then, my body carried stories—of sensitivity, resilience, and a deep inner world that was quietly forming. As an adult, I felt called to Colorado, a place that became both expansive and challenging for me. It was there that I met someone who would later be understood as a twin-flame catalyst. That connection stirred my heart and spirit in ways I didn’t yet understand, opening layers of awareness that would continue to unfold long after our paths separated. Not long after, Cynthia came into my life as a spiritual teacher and trusted friend. Her presence offered steadiness during a time when I was learning how to make sense of my inner experiences. She helped me see that awareness itself could be healing, even when the path felt uncertain. There were periods of deep darkness and disorientation, including hospital stays, when my inner world felt overwhelming. Looking back, I see these seasons not as failures, but as moments when unprocessed pain was asking to be seen and integrated. Healing during this time was slow, physical, and often quiet—learning how to feel safely in my body again. Over time, my relationship with healing changed. It became less about pushing through and more about listening. I began working gently with my nervous system, allowing emotions to move at their own pace, and meeting my shadow with compassion rather than fear. Awareness became a place of rest. Eventually, I found my way to the Crystal Chamber Master Healers Galactic Academy, studying with Hillary Faye. This experience felt grounding and affirming, bringing together my lived experience and my devotion to healing in a way that felt embodied and true. I continue to walk this path with humility, patience, and trust in the body’s wisdom and the soul’s timing. It feels meaningful to be here, listening, learning, and walking alongside this community.

I didn’t have the money to be able to afford all the spiritual things like yoga classes, spiritual retreats, gurus, teachers, spiritual healers, psychic readers,. books, rocks, ritual funk etc,... I had to go within for all that those things represent. Become my own reader, healer, guide, guru and teacher to become the energies of all those objects others use to be it. it was there that I learned that everything is already within me. I didn't need all that to be spiritual. I just needed Spirit ♥️

Let's see if we can cover this globe with light, there is a map...lets see Us all light Up and create our Community grid! Let's see who is close to Us and who we are connected to energetically....love this feeling. We are never alone...We are One <3