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I’ve been lying
Not deliberately, but I’ve been misunderstanding what I have been doing when I go into a hiatus. It’s not about healing, it’s about me not having anything left to give. My cup hath runneth over!
This results in me STOPPING.
In real time I’m sharing my healing journey with you and providing you with the insights I have.
I have been to see 2 therapists in the last few days and bang! I’m inspired again and I’m active and I’m in creator mode. I’m flowing with life and I’ve stopped worrying. I asked for help and I offloaded some of the shit I was carrying and it gave me a chink of light with which I can see my direction and follow it. Before it was like walking around in a dark cave, tripping over everything and bumping into everything.
Being able to see has shown me that I need to offload the shit regularly, not just when I lose visibility. I have to ask for help. I have to pay for help, so I’m not feeling like a dead weight. By paying, I’m not owing anything other than money. That’s big. It helps me to get rid of what I need to, without guilt of being too much.
I hadn’t seen that insight until I started to write this. I’m trying hard not to use AI to write for me, because I have been and I lose what I want emphasised. So bear with, as my writing can be clunky, but sometimes it just flows. The good with the bad!
This is me! And I’m so happy to have you in my world 🧡
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