I wonder if I'm doing healing & spiritual work backwards? 🤔 I want to feel the sound/experience/meditations/breathwork/readings BEFORE I know the basics, names, colors, philosophy, etc. I do this to prevent placebo effect & preconceived notions. Then if it works for me, I'll learn & dive in more. It's like I'm learning backwards which is different for me. Then I wondered if this is remembering? Instead of starting at the beginning like with learning, I'm starting at the end, then learning all of it, then remembering the basics? Is everyone like this or only a Tracy thing? 🙏🏻💖✨🥰🧜🏻♀️🐉🌊