I've spent my entire career in finance. My drinking spiralled out of control in the 80s and 90s, culminating in debilitating panic attacks, two referrals to an alcohol treatment unit, and extensive therapy. I've been sober since August 1999. The fundamental lesson I learned is that "you can't do it on your own". In recent years I've been offering clinic-based support as a peer mentor. I value community and fellowship.