Uhm.. I've officially boarded The Crazy Train 🚂

(Excuse the Ozzy Osbourne reference) Humans are squishy hot messes...

they're confusing and quite frankly and this might sound weird but I kinda see humans as puzzles that I want to figure out, they're glutenous and self seeking motherfuckers which I guess is just by design (heh design 😅 this was unintentional) but they're also quite intriguing little things from hobbies to dreams, that's what I love most about getting to know these creatures, I had this convo with

@Jes Divine

in messages and she said something about the journey to self love being the "Greatest human journey" and my response was incredibly flippant and I said that it was the "Greatest most tedious journey in existence" it was just a flippant response to something positive.

The world sucks 😑 like it really doesn't but why must society and expectations weigh so heavily on us!? Sure we have the inate want to belong because that's how we survived in the beginning making tribes, groups, clans (because there's strength in numbers) but when did individuality become so heavily shoved on us? Like for example kids are born with individuality BUT they also aren't assholes and entitled about it they just exist and try to make friends everywhere? Where did THAT form of individuality go? Did it get eaten like humanity's empathy apparently did? Please somebody fucking enlighten me! Apologies that was harsh sounding 😓 but quite literally though, where did that go because that's the individuality that I think is most important, you have the individuality but you also aren't a pompous asshole and you can find community.

And for FUCKS SAKE leave your judgement at the fucking door cause you cannot judge someone because you're only seeing what they want you to see, people in public are not the same people in private because masks 🎭 come in all different sizes and shapes, same with text messages! I'm not the same in text messages as I am over the phone or a video call, I'm probably doing some weird self stimulatory behavior while texting you but the second I'm on the phone you get to see me and all the bells and whistles meaning all my wild hand gestures and frequent shifts in my seat (I sometimes have a hard time getting comfortable) are plainly displayed. But anyway the point I'm trying to make is that masks exist and you can't judge someone because you really don't know who they are or they're experiences, that saying "put yourself in my shoes" you can't do that really accurately because you aren't that person same with the "Walk a mile in his/her shoes" can't do that because you have different temperaments and past experiences but for the love of GOD have some decency and try to EMPATHIZE (empathize being the key word here!)

This Disgruntled Raccoon has too much brain... people talk about Jesus right (not religious in any sense used to be head deep in Christianity) they're over here are using him as justification for hatred and bigoted views, but in all reality if you really paid attention in Sunday School, Jesus was over here hanging out with the poor, the sick and literally anybody society deemed "condemned" or "perverse" so my thought is if Jesus was alive in the 21st century the man would be a hippie in Birkenstocks and he'd be waving pride flags and sharing stories with the homeless and be cheering drag queens on, so in my view the man would be a feminist human rights activist which seems to be what his following seems to hate and want to suppress and y'know eradicate, so the people who say "Jesus is in my heart" make me want to dead ass ask if he really is because supposedly the guy spent thirty odd years on Earth 🌎 trying to get people to put aside their bigotry and self rightousness and love everyone and I mean EVERYONE!

So go spread some fairy dust and love somebody or throw yourself into that new hobby you've been wanting to try out 🎨🧵🧶

✨ The Disgruntled Raccoon has spoken... Thank you for your time and attention span ✨

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