The devil brings things to light that literally crush me. I have a huge problem of being left out, uninvited, and forgotten. This evening I opened my Facebook and see several of ladies having a great time at an event that I would have loved to be at. Thoughts race through my head like didn’t they thing of me? Am I that forgettable? Am I not funny? Do I stink ? Lol lol. Not that one I shower… …. I miss having a community of women but the devil makes me think I never had it anyway…. I’m so human right now. I will put my crown back on and push through! God is giving me everything I need. With Him I'm building my own community and he is giving me the meaningful lessons I teach with art to share the gospel with those who come. Praise God ! Have a blessed night!