It’s been a challenging couple of days. I have a loved one in the hospital who has been in excruciating pain with a herniated disc in her upper spine. She needs me. More for emotional support than anything. I’ve been visiting the last two days.
At the same time it’s my sister’s birthday. Today, we were planning to spend time together and watch the football playoffs. She’s my sister. It’s meaningful as I don’t get to see her often. I’m the ride for my dad and brother to go see her.
*Two opposing scenarios. Two opposing and extreme emotions and experiences.
I can’t do both. I feel like I can’t even think about being available for me at this time. It’s a tough spot to be in.
Can anyone identify❓
Have you ever felt this way in a similar position❓