North node in the 12th house · Feel Good Astrology

North node in the 12th house

Hi! I'm new to the community but a follower for some time.

One reason I wanted to join is to discuss topics with other people interested in astrology. (I live in Granada, and see just one more person in Spain. I was thinking of creating a local community here but I don't feel confident yet.) I'm also interested in all types of oracles as a connection to the inner world.

I'm aware/checked most people here have alternative jobs but still I would like to ask about the NN in the 12th house placement.

Around 2013 my NN was activated by the opposition of Pluto and some time later, at around 33 years of age, I was "kicked out" from my career job and couldn't/didn't want to stay in the field. Biomedical research/pharma. That's obvious and OK.

Last ten years I've continued with a sequence of Pluto squares to my Stellium in the 4th house and now to my Sun in the 1st ( This is leading to relationship breakup and me "losing everything again feeling"). I went into freelance teaching to survive but it doesn't go well enough either.

During all these years I haven't been able to find my path, I tried alternative/ healing techniques as shiatsu, reiki, chikung, craneosacral therapy but couldn't choose any to commit to it and my finances didn't allow me to experiment.

All this Pluto stuff, now also squaring my Moon in Scorpio, is leaving me really tired.

My MC is at 29 degrees of Pisces. I don't need to fulfill myself thru work, I just ask to survive when not betraying myself. Getting an easy job like a florist or a book shop assistant here in Spain is also quite impossible.

Any hints from people with the same placement welcome. Thank you for reading me. Hope it's not too negative and mixing topics.

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