Your existential purpose is union with God. His love for men is deep & naturally, the challenge & conviction we are to live with - also deep. We are meant to live out of an overflow that stems from abiding in Christ. The what, how & where is meant to flow from that place of knowing & being known by God. It requires the deep humility of recognizing where you are is not where you want to be... more importantly not YET where God wants you to be.
There's an ache to integrate your faith into the rest of your life beyond Sunday. There's a desire for a maturity that looks ahead with promise & a posture of faithfulness.
From deep contemplation to deep work, our daily life can both be very spiritual & very practical. God wants to be found but He doesn't prescribe to the immediacy of today's culture.
I don't have it all figured out - but at the end of the day, I want to be found heading in the right direction. God's initiating change in you - join me on the slow, consistent road of faithfulness.