Hi everyone!! Purpose post!! As we all need it right? Like one of those human fundamental questions of life "why am I here!?" So, in a nutshell or case 😉 here goes! The Holy Spirit has been nudging me to do devotions, then nudging further to do $1 devos. All these teachings will be under the classroom tab of a one time payment of $1. Why? Great question! One reason is - if your paying for something, you want to get more out of it right? More committed? And second reason is my heart is poured with Abba into each teaching and knowing you've paid to read and grow with God will keep me accountable 😇💞 Can't quite explain but this page will be used for His glory, His will and purposes. Vague? Yes, I apologise but that is the centre of it. From the centre of that, there is a dream Abba won't let me forget. A sanctuary called Jewelled GardeNZ (NZ means it'll be birthed here in New Zealand). This will eventually be a retreat centre for the spiritually wounded, the ones who want spiritual warfare training and so on. These are the parts He has shown me, and I have a feeling it's a place where any nation will be able to come and feed their dreams through as well. So. If a place is to be built then income is required right? So in that He has given me the blueprints of a bakery that will be one of the financial contributors to the sanctuary. Trying to get the bakery up and running is hard as I am a registered nurse (I know what your thinking - if God wanted you to open a sanctuary / bakery why did He send you to do nursing. Great question, please share if He gives you the answer!) So! Any worldwide ministry I believe is built from every tribe, even if someone sows once and only $1, their heart is with the ministry, the door is always open to them and because they have bestowed honour here, God will honour them elsewhere. And no this is not paying to be blessed, this is sowing into the Kingdom of God. If it's hard to wrap your head around please go and sit with the Holy Spirit, He's a great teacher 💞

Thanks so much for the invite! My relationship with god grows daily. I am excited to be here!!!

Hi! I'm picking if you've been either worn down by the heavily religious who could never see our Creator as having a sense of humour or you've been condemned by both man and monster..... then this question will either irk you, the religious and the monsters. I have one answer for that = fabulous!! And let's keep going!! Offense is like nits / head-lice! One - starts off as a collection of tiny eggs (such as hearing your favourite scripture interpreted differently or hearing that someone was visited by angel) Two - those eggs hatch and those suckers are hungry (jealousy or envy starts to swell, general conversations of disagreement set in / division weapons are sharpened) Three - the nits are ravenous, they grow wings and not only breed throughout your skull but jump across to another head (every opportunity is taken to speak against the person, church splits occur, breakdown in relationships / community fall apart) Sounds excessive!? But it happens all the time, the word of God is used as a weapon of control / division and hate against other humans instead of an open conversation about love, grace, forgiveness and seeking out the mysteries of Him. What does any of this have to do with the title!? Plenty! When God came and got me out of the mess I was in from walking away from Him (interesting how that works right?), His positive outlook seemingly all the time was what irritated me the most. He didn't let me hold onto offense, unforgiveness and hate. In my opinion it was far easier to hold onto such things because firstly I had reason to, and two it had taken a lot of effort on my part to stay offended! Why would I want my mindset changed at all / I was fine right?! Wrong. Passion, whether it's in love or hate has to go somewhere, and I was that full of hate either I was going to kill someone or myself (both are true but that'll be under testimony teaching in classroom) What you won't surrender to God, satan will use. Pain, habits, behaviour patterns, relationships, life / death..... if every part of your being / every part of your soul does not believe that Jesus loves you...... you will find the enemy will attack you here the most