You're stuck around Emissary to Phantom. You want Ascendant or Eternus.
Right now you're figuring the game out the slow way, unsure what to focus on and feeling like you're missing something. It's why most people stay stuck where they are, and why a lot of them quit and call MOBAs too complicated, or boring.
This is everything I'd tell you if I coached you, the full system, in order. The stuff that took me to top 400 EU solo queue, that would take you hundreds of games to work out alone.
And you're not left to apply it alone. I look at real games, yours and other member's, and break down what actually went wrong, from inside. So you fix your own mistakes.
You still play. You still think. That's where it gets fun. This is the part that makes the game deeper, not a chore.
Founding price $39 a month, locked in for as long as you stay. Going up once the results are in.