(Maybe I should have not posted here but I can email it if not🙌😊 or send in another format) Here is a rough draft for the artist statement workshop—I was going to post an artist statement but then I wanted help with a project proposal that I am applying for. I hope that’s OK! it’s similar just specific to this grant I’m applying for. It was dictated, lightly edited, mostly it’s pretty conversational still. I find that helps my brain to start in this way… Here it goes I’m trying to do 10 to 15 drawings— they’re about living with energy disability and also about exploring/building a compassionate practice. Being kind to myself and finding processes that feel in tune with my body, my mind, and my spirit. The images will be about places and moments that remind me of slowing down and being present. There will be images of meditating, sunrises or moonrises in my backyard, a shower stool, a messy kitchen counter, messy beds, or bedroom windows. It’s a documentation of my experience of living (with disability), but it’s also about bringing care and attention to the ordinary everyday moments. I want to write reflections as I’m making the drawings and explore compassion a little further, particularly around productivity and perfectionism. With my last project around compassion/gentle work, I was still finding that there was a tightness around those beliefs. So I want to open them more through reflection and storytelling. Build compassion here specifically. The technical part is important to me, too. I’ve shifted from working mostly with coloured pencil and willow charcoal into working more with colour pastel. Part of this project is about building and refining my pastel technique while figuring out how I can continue to develop my drawings in a way that works with my energy and my body. The grant would help me buy materials that I wouldn’t otherwise be able to afford, as well as pay for some of the time involved in writing and developing the work. The work is for people, other creatives, who are also exploring compassionate and practical ways of creating while living with energy disability. But I also think the work can speak more broadly to people who are thinking about productivity, perfectionism, compassion, in work and life.