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Unpacking The Heart
For those of you who expected Art in this community, I can only apologize to you, please forgive me🙏
People who know me would say, rebellious, your not a rebel❣️
Well, inside, I have been a rebel🧐
The Lord has exposed me to myself. It is the enemy who intended to hurt me, falling asleep driving, using this to drive me to move closer to work. I mean inner drive, I couldn’t drop it❣️
My art supplies are in storage. I don’t have the physical energy to go and unpack the storage.
I had to pay the monthly fee to protect my art supplies, my recliner and art shelves etc.
This has gone to uncover some underlying grief.
My 42 year old missing my birthday for the second year in a row. But Mother’s Day approaching is a hard one. More on that later.
This is the foundational growth in life of me working to grow in life and my spirit to be able to maintain the community long term.
If this process doesn’t help anyone, I am sorry for this too.
I pray it helps someone in the future that is holding back from the calling of God on your life.
This is my process as I begin working on the call of God on my life beyond not showing up.
This is me showing up before I am ready in obedience with The Lord.
Only obedience will help the movement forward count for something.
I have always said, I want my pain to count for something.
You’re art may be easy for you to create and to share. Please show your art in that case. Share a new post and find some community support.
Being vulnerable With communication may be more difficult for you.
Please share your art. I don’t want to feel bad about not creating art yet.
You could begin your own community at get started with your art and on your calling.
My coach suggests that I create live or video. Maybe I could walk through some of my intuitive art that empress's my inner life. This is what causes me a set back on vulnerability. I set out to create beauty but it shows my grief instead or my inner hurt instead. It can’t be read by those not skilled in art language but I know all to well what it has to tell me. What God must want to expose. I have thought it was the devil trying to ruin my creativity when It is The Lord using it for my calling instead. This is a new view of myself. So it is just now showing up in faith for me.
I am setting up my studio again, what I have still in my home as of right now. I will work on creating videos of creativity that express the inner life.
Thais I can do.
Blessings for all of you that choose to stay and see what The Lord does with this community in relation to art and creativity.
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