My name is Nix, penname is Hysteria. TLDR; I have lowkey always been an intuitive witch and my powers are Yappery and I used them to get here 💚😌 I have always believed in, and been DRAWN to, magic, spirits, and such since I can remember, which is funny because I never believed in Santa 😭. Although I grew up this way, despite even my mother finding herself in the practice, I have had no guidance growing up. It was all amatuer, on-the-fly spells, interpreting/working within my dreams, and talking to "the nothing" because sometimes I just knew someone was listening, even if I didn't know who. And that's how I found myself here. I needed answers. I think *cough* SOMEONE >.> felt I wasn't ready. Because witchtok rarely came to my feed, though I sought it out. Very long story short, I'm not REALLY on Tiktok and haven't for months. But instagram and youtube do well enough. In another place I used to research a diety, I got a notification that sounded, from what I could see, eerily like my situation at the time. I knew this diety can work through technology, and I DEFINITELY believe in signs. So I clicked. And then I asked questions. And someone answered and we continued such exchange. I took notes and worked... That was only less than 2 months ago? Feels like 6. So much has changed but still needs to change. So of course, I keep working, asking here and there. And then Instagram decided (or SOMEONE >.>) to sprinkle in some craft. By sprinkle, I mean DUMP. Straight to a VERY HEAVY baneful ward. Perhaps a DAY later, a post is tossed to me, by Teal. And let me tell you, I didn't get this far not going on my instincts. I rarely seek more content from the FIRST VIDEO I come across from someone. Maybe I'll glance, and follow. But not watch more. But I watched more. And also commented as much as I've yapped here, and Teal responded. In combo with the videos and the comments, I felt it worth a looksie 👀 Now, I only have a few stones and a spell I think I actually succeeded on in the wrong direction (rookie mistakes teehee) and 2 decks, of Oracle and Tarot kind, and my words. But my mind is a sponge that isn't fond of letting go of what it absorbs. My arms are open to any and all information!