Johnny Cash once said when you search for the Truth, you will end up at Jesus. He said that because being Christian doesn’t just mean going to church or reading the Bible. Reconciling in the Holy Spirit is what makes you Christian. When he is your savior, he expects you to be honest with him. About every single part of yourself. Everything that bugs you and everything you know is wrong. That’s all he wants, the absolute truth. Until we do that, we will always be separated from the entirety of his potential and fall short of his Love. Admittance is the key.