My story so far.. · Breaking The Cycle

My story so far..

Hi , My name is Hristo i am from Bulgaria.

Started gambling on poker and slots 3 years ago .First i stay playing poker but wasn't patient enough and when i had a bank roll risk management goes out of my mind and i go straight to bigger limits, meanwhile from time to time i was playing slots and i had a bad luck to win there eventually i stopped playing poker lost everything on slots and then i discovered trading and it fast became my passion but my gambling habits chase me in the market and i manage to lose 84 000 euro , part was my own money that was making my life calm not stressing about money but other i took debts and it is ugly at the moment, still trying to trade but i dont have capital and even if i manageri grow some decent acc from small amount of money when i see 4 digits bank roll i goes back to chasing losses , worst thing is my wife have no idea because i am ashamed what i have done and in the process to fix it it go way worse … I am still positive about future and i know if i manage to break the cycle i would be good again or i amlying my self again?

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