I feel.. normal. And I hate it.

Yeah honestly I just lost the fire completely. It's just gone and I'm scared now, I think. My prayers are empty, and going to church is boring. Fasting is "too hard" for me I always say. I dunno what to do, but I'm feeling neutral, almost like I'm fine with it, and that's the part I'm scared of. Honestly, might be falling away soon, and I would like to say I hate it, but I honestly don't. I know I'm never too far gone to come to the Lord, but I know he'll come unexpectedly. Uhh guys what do I do

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