Capitalism gets heavy some days.
There's no stability in affordability, you can't make enough to catch up. Just feels like I'm chasing my own tail on a regular basis. Especially being on the Spectrum and cognitively challenged like I really don't feel like I have a place here. It don't ever feel like I'm ever going to catch up in this world. I'm going to think about all the other people that are like me, and struggle with a number of things while trying to exist in this Society. Like if it feels like for anyone else the same way it does for me a pity though and I'm not even religious but if it's worse than what I and others deal with, I'll pray for you. I don't know what it's going to take for when it's going to happen, but the need for change is higher than ever. It's just how long are we going to figure out that where to change. That no religion, no political stance, no old dude in a suit is going to save the day. The faster that we realize that we're the change that we want, and where the change that we seek, that we will see that change. But if we keep this cycle going I really fear for people's well-being financially, mentally, emotionally, physically. How long till we can't pay for food. How long till we can't even afford a quarter of our medical bills. And a lot of us ask these questions and then immediately blame politicians and people who praise those politicians where regardless of what side you're on it's no different. You're looking to somebody else for the change who doesn't want it. We're the ones who want the change why aren't we doing anything about it. Sure we can protest, we can marching the streets, we can riot. When it comes to the actual change that needs to be made we are the answer. Be iLLuminated!