π FROM THE FLOOR β Volume 1
Something I wish someone had told me before college: The transition from high school and Junior USA to collegiate cheer is real, and if this is something you truly want for yourself, you need to prepare for it. And I donβt mean skill-wise. I mean emotionally. I wish someone had told me that college wasnβt going to expose my weaknesses as an athlete nearly as much as it exposed my relationship with myself. For years, I thought being hard on myself was what made me successful. I thought confidence came after achievement. I thought the athletes who made it were the ones who never let themselves be satisfied. So I was constantly chasing the next skill, the next accomplishment, the next reason to finally feel like I was enough. The problem is that no achievement ever fixed that feeling. When I got to Alabama, I realized college cheer wasnβt just a harder version of what I had done before. It was a completely different environment. For the first time, I was truly on my own. And when youβre on your own, the way you talk to yourself matters. The pressure you put on yourself matters. The belief you have in yourself matters. Because the same voice that shows up when youβre struggling in practice is the voice that shows up when life doesnβt go your way. College exposed that for me. It showed me how much of my self-worth was tied to performance. How often I tore myself down in the name of discipline. How much energy I spent trying to prove I belonged instead of believing I belonged. At the same time, I realized the athletes who earned the most trust werenβt always the most talented. They were the most coachable. The most consistent. The athletes who could get corrected without taking it personally. The athletes who made everyone around them better. The biggest lesson college taught me wasnβt how to stunt better. It taught me that confidence isnβt something you earn after youβre good enough. Itβs something you choose before you feel ready. Now, donβt misunderstand me.