Claire or Anita feel free to delete if not allowed. My life keeps throwing horrible curve balls at the moment. Take one step forward 10 back. Our dog knocked over my youngest, and her nursery reported it to social. We are now being forced to rehome the dog. Mind you she is a husky and we have only had her since after easter holidays. My eldest already has struggles with the youngest to the point she will physically hurt her. She had also said I wish youngest was unalive. Im scared that the rehoming of the dog is going to cause more problems. I've been crying all morning. Im terrified what my eldest is going to do I have a bad feeling about this and have no choice in what is happening. The Autism support where I live is shocking. I dont know what to do... My parents are going to be gloating/celebrating the dog being rehomed, then on top of it blaming me for what happens with my eldest mood afterwards. I already feel vile. Does any other parent of children with Autism, ADHD and PDA have any advice for me to protect and help my kids?

Asked Claire first before I shared. Wanted to share this wonderful lady's tictok. She's a small business owner. Sells everything from megladon teeth to charcoal discs. Has a wonderfully stocked apocathery, makes her own incense cones and spell candles. Her husband also makes some lovely 3D lumo resin lambs. She does lives claims, and puts it into a basket. Just send her details and she'll send invoice over via email. I've bought a lot from her now and everything is beautiful. My girls call her the crystals lady. Her lives and non pressured, fun and lightsome. Met some wonderful people in there. Here's is her tictok username: gravewalkerwitchcraft

Today I’m filming content for my Reiki Level One course that I’m currently writing and creating behind the scenes 🤍 As a professionally practising Reiki Master, this course will be submitted to the International Practitioners of Holistic Medicine for professional accreditation once completed. As soon as everything is approved, it’ll officially be ready for launch 🌿 So this is me quietly putting the feelers out there… 👀✨ If learning energy healing, self-healing, spiritual development, and Reiki has been calling your name lately, keep your eyes on this space. Something beautiful is brewing 🕯️ I’d love to know… who would genuinely be interested in joining? Much love, Claire x🌹x

After a week or so of being constantly feeling bad about both myself and my parents and how they treat me I think I have unintentionally put a shield around myself from everything including my intuition niggles and tarot cards. Can you do that unconsciously? And how can I remove that shield. I cant help but feel like I have gone backwards with all my work trying to progress with my spiritual side.