Hard for me to connect with others
Iโve been doing some inner child work and I know thereโs programs there that makes me look at human interaction as a negative thing, something to be avoided. Like I tend to have a pessimistic view of connecting with others and groups, but something in me is craving intimacy and to find my โtribeโ. But I go through groups and donโt feel a resonance. I wonder if something is wrong with me or I have to โput more effort inโ. I keep wanting to transform myself but then itโs like that old self dies away and no longer resonates with the same kinds of people. Do I need healing? Or I just need to get more committedโฆ.i forgot how to make friends and Iโve been alone for a long time