Hello. i am here to find someone to talk to about transformation. I went through abusive and unloving childhood that formed negative mindset making me saboptage all the miracles that were coming my way. i am 46 now and trying to rewrrite my mindset into the winner. i am doing experiment now, only think thoughts of the person I want to be. I belive in god and started prayin in my own way. i dont even like bible. to me it is the most confusing book ever.