@Florian Vereecken Hmm, tough question, as I'm not a young boy anymore (that's pity) i will not share opinion as opinion everyone can have their own , but will share fact from my life, so answer will be not nice but honest: - trauma and - faith so both are strong emotions, they can motivate you, and for me there is nothing in between, if i was in between it was "nothing box" . Of course both motivated me in different way. It’s just my personal perspective.